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I realized that I was an idol myself on that day.
I'm betting my life on Fields Apple.
I've never worked this hard before.
I don't want to let go of it.
I'll do my best for Japan's success.
I'd like to do what I can do now.
It's hard.
I wonder if I was nervous.
I don't think I was that nervous.
But my seniors were watching me.
That kind of nervousness was bigger.
I didn't feel like I was being watched by someone.
Because it was online.
They were watching me in front of me.
Fields Apple's debut stage.
I was happy about that, too.
I might have bought a fun movie.
But my performance was like "gumshara".
It was my first live performance as an idol.
There was someone in front of me.
I saw a siren coming out of my eyes.
Oh, there's someone here who supports me so much.
I was moved and happy.
I felt like I was an idol myself on that day.
It was my first time meeting everyone in real life.
There were a lot of people who said hello to me for the first time at a communication or award ceremony.
I felt like "There's someone who supports me like this in front of me."
But it was a lot of fun.
I thought I was an idol myself.
The fun of being on stage is new there.
I feel like I've become more united with the audience.
When they call me by my name, I feel like I'm having a lot of fun.
I didn't know much about idol society before COVID-19.
When I was little, my dream was to become an idol.
I wanted to become an idol because of anime.
But when I was in elementary school, I started to think that idols are not something you can become.
That's when my dream of becoming an idol came true.
When I didn't do anything, I was in a band.
At that time, I had a chance to be with Nijimasu-san.
I also had a chance to see Nijimasu-san's live performance in person.
I saw Nijimasu-san's performance and thought he was a good idol.
When I was taking idol lessons in the agency, I was asked if I could audition for Nijimasu-san.
I thought it would be nice to aim for being an idol again, which was my dream when I was little.
When I saw Nijimasu-san's performance in person, I wanted to become an idol.
When I went to see Count Down Japan, I thought Suzuki Airi-san was really cool.
When I saw them all together, I thought they were really cool.
It was really difficult.
I didn't know dancing and singing at the same time was so difficult.
I was out of breath.
I sang, danced and made facial expressions.
It was difficult, but I had a lot of fun.
My mom helped me a lot at home.
She connected my hair with cellophane tape and wrote all the lyrics for me.
I put the lyrics all over the room, held the microphone and practiced while watching it.
My mom took a video of me and I watched it.
I didn't have any experience, so I thought I had to do that much to be able to perform in front of everyone.
I did it every day and all day long before I went to bed.
I think I've never worked this hard before.
I've been practicing at home all the time.
I can't remember the choreography on the spot.
Even if I'm asked to dance, I can't remember it.
I dance and bring it back.
I practice what I can't do at home and bring it back when I can.
I can't do it on the spot.
I really hated bungee jumping.
I hated it so much that I wanted to run away.
I'm afraid of heights.
I'm not good at high places.
I thought I didn't want to do it in my life.
The penalty game of the tour was bungee jumping.
I lost and I was taken away when I realized it.
I was told it was a barbecue and I was hungry, but I was told it was a bungee jump.
I wasn't really prepared for it.
When it comes to live performances, Christmas and EX THEATRE's "CHOCOLATE PARTY" that took place in February of this year are still in my memory.
"one man live" was not only about the scale of the show, but also about the whole thing.
We performed "top coat passetarie" for the first time, and many people came to see us.
It was also the place where we debuted for the first time, so it was a place with memories.
At that time, I was doing it while remembering what it was like, and on the way to the live performance, I got emotional.
I have a very strong memory of being able to do it at EX THEATRE while looking at the faces of the fans.
Christmas is definitely fun every time.
I have memories of feeling the warmth of the fans.
I'm an ally.
I'm an ally of myself and I think it's all about idol activities.
If there are no fans, the live performance will not be successful.
It may be fun, but it may not be fun enough.
I'm not a person who gives energy, but on the contrary, I get energy from everyone's little words or activities.
I'm an ally who supports me a lot.
My height is the smallest among the members.
When I go behind, I'm often told by fans that it's hard to see, so I try to dance a lot.
I dance a lot, and my facial expressions are big, too.
Everything is big, beautiful and energetic.
It depends on the song, but I'm conscious of dancing.
My dance teacher also told me to dance a little bigger than others and raise my hands a little higher.
I tried to use my physical strength as much as possible and started dancing.
It's been about a year and a half since I started dancing.
But since then, my fans have been telling me that my dancing is really good.
That's how it started.
I like dancing more now.
Since then...
The MC is amazing.
Basically, it's Mi-chan, the leader, who's running it.
But the way she greets people and the way she talks to people...
Everyone is actively participating in what they can participate in.
And I try not to make it too obvious.
When I think it's going to be too obvious, I add something in.
When I'm shooting for YouTube, I add a little bit of Gaia or something like that from behind.
I've been to a live venue before. I've seen it inside, but it's really wide and big enough for us to stand up.
I heard about a venue that the leader, Mi-chan, has always wanted to do.
I want to make it absolutely a success, and I want to make it a lot under the fans of Pilapo.
I want to do my best because it's big.
It's kind of difficult!
I want to make it the best live I've ever had.
I want to make it an unforgettable live for the two of us and graduate.
I don't want to let go of it.
I want to do what I can do now for Japanese success with all my might!
When I heard about their graduation, I honestly didn't feel it.
The girls have been together a lot of lessons before they became Pilapo, and they've been good friends.
While Mi-chan was active as Pilapo, she was with us for the longest time.
When I heard about their graduation, I felt lonely and I didn't want to believe it.
I didn't know what it felt like.
There was a time when Mi-chan took a break from live performances.
At that time, I was thinking about who would sing "kashiwari" or who would sing "koko dare" and I was doing it myself.
But when I actually went to that live performance, I had a lot of things to think about and do.
I don't know...
I felt a sense of openness in me, and I realized again how great and necessary it is.
I don't know...
I felt lonely that an important person graduated.
I have a sense of security when I'm with you.
I talk with you and see you.
You don't have to be careful about me.
I thought we were a good match.
You make me feel cheerful.
When I'm with you, I feel like I've never met you before.
You're very friendly and you're nodding a lot.
You're very friendly and you're a person I've never met before.
That's why we have new discoveries.
I don't know...
I feel relieved.
I want to go into your arms.
It's friendly.
I want to hold you.
I don't know what it is.
I can't hate you.
I don't know what it is.
Is it a distance between hearts?
I don't know.
He's like a mood maker who makes me happy and cheerful.
I'm always helped by his cheerfulness.
I've always wanted to perform in the TDC hall.
I've performed on the stage in Taiwan as a guest in the TDC hall.
I've been there as a guest quite a few times.
My senior, Mizumi-san, also performed there.
I went there with Asahara, one of the members.
At the time, I cried a lot from SE.
Both of us didn't have tissues, so we went to the toilet to brush our noses.
We cried a lot.
At that time, I promised Asahara, one of the members, that I would definitely like to stand here at the TDC hall.
I also promised to talk about it at the MC corner when I stood up.
The scenery when I stood on the stage in Taiwan was so beautiful that I couldn't forget it.
I really want to see the scenery that the fans of PILARPO have buried here.
There are so many things I want to do at this venue.
I definitely want to do it.
I definitely want to do it!
TDC hall.
It's my life and my dream.
I bet my life on TDC hall.
I also have a lot of dreams I want to come true at TDC hall.
Let's make our dreams come true!